Circle

I think that we , Humans, are very desperate restrained sad creatures , we are destined to fail in order to succeed and succeed in order to fail again , we live in a huge circle of void and we constantly try to fill it with meaningless acts , justified by being meaningful, some laugh and smile and put on a perky attitude thinking by doing so they can get the best out of life , others act indifference pathetically thinking they will feel better about their lives knowing how it’s not theirs to begin with, while others search and search for meanings knowing that there is no meaning and there is no truth , others, however, sit back behind their desks in their little messy room and point out others flaws and mistakes thinking they are outsmarting life , others and those are the most deceived, try to act and participate as much as they could in life trying constantly ,day and night ,to fix everything and the saddest thing about that is they are probably the most people on earth that would not benefit of things getting fixed , we are overwhelmed by the greatest injustice of all and denied of the choice to choose ,see people are so desperate and sad they constantly try to occupy their minds with something meaningful in their own little ways , trying desperately to forget that life is death and death is life so every day they live they are not living at all , they are dying and that’s what they don’t want to think about , and that whatever it is that they do now or accomplish doesn’t count for anything but a pathetic meaningless meaningful act of this thing called “living” , we don’t need peace , we don’t need social equality , we need to want it because we don’t have it, so scratch need with want , what we need is not always what we want or think we want , only by destruction we can have a meaningless meaningful life and purpose , we like to wallow in our miseries we like to think that why are trying to make things better by fixing , ignoring , or simply trying to look at the positive aspect of things and that’s the goal of life ,but there is no goal or purpose, in fact, we don’t need any of that because there is no living there is only coming closer to dying , so it’s only rational to rationalize what’s irrational , we want to think we need it , we crave it , everything we do whether demand equal rights or call for peace or reach a hand for someone in trouble we do because we get something out of it , a meaning , an illusion of satisfaction, just like a placebo, so in the end everything we do is induced by selfish desires including what I’m posting and you are reading .